Tuesday, September 24, 2002
I am happy today though I have a lot of excuse to be not.
I am inspired.
I am restless.
I feel butterflies in my hair dancing as they float above me.
I am grasping for reality while I frolic here in the clouds.
I miss you. All the time.
I wish you were mine. I wish.
I really do.
I wish you are my Maximus.
Hoping.
Craving.
I wonder what you mean?
I think I'm driving a truck on thin ice.
Who are you?
Dreaming.
Praying.
I have misjudged.
I must have drunk a case of you.
I only meant to know you.
I didn't know I was giving myself away.
You seem to take me anyway.
My mind.
My heart.
And my soul.
Goddess Morwen at 5:50 PM
Thursday, September 19, 2002
I am sad yet I am happy. I'm beginning to think! What a thought for someone who is a believer in destiny and fate. I admire the people who always have their feet on the ground while I would go flying, floating somewhere. I don't think there is anything wrong with this scenario. We always want what is not ours. A wise man once said that true happiness is wanting what we already have, shunning what we don't need and falling in love with oneself. I am perfect just the way I am thank you very much!
Goddess Morwen at 5:41 PM
Wednesday, September 18, 2002
Love and Hate
There is a thin line between love and hate.
Most of the time we feel it at the same time.
I love you because you've given me so much.
I hate you because you slap me with what I do not have.
I love you, you take me without inhibitions.
I hate you, you tear me apart by jumping into the lake of fire.
I love the way you care and shower me with compliments.
I hate you for being proof that you are not the essence of what I need.
I love my son more than the world.
I hate you for your ease to give him what takes me days to provide for him.
I love Mhay more than my very life.
I hate you for not appreciating her worth.
I love Janet for she is my mother, my sister, and my daughter.
I hate you for falling short of understanding that.
I love my life no matter how poor it is being lead right now.
I hate you for your innocent way of treating it pathetically.
I now wonder and ponder and review my heart, body, and mind...
What is a woman's worth?
Goddess Morwen at 4:43 AM
Tuesday, September 03, 2002
Goddess Morwen at 5:06 AM
