Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Prenup ni Keith at Ice bukas. Shet, there was a time I thought this will never happen...
Life treats us so unexpectedly and time flies by so fast that each moment we will capture tomorrow will be captured forever...unless mawala ko ung file. Sana wag or papatayin ako ng lola Ice!!!
I'm feel excited and inggit kasi next week bride na ang lola mo. Well technically bride na sha ngayon da ba?
Haaayyyy...ako wife na hilaw...hihihi...kasi di pa ko kasal pero ganun na rin yun...pero dream ko pa rin maging bride noh...
Ayan nasa cloud 9 na ulit ako dreaming the night away....
Goddess Morwen at 8:08 AM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Student Body
I had fun in school today even though my teachers are the head of their departments, strict, and plain scary. One flipped off when one of my classmates was late in class and still decided to join in. I guess he didn't know our teacher is more frightening than the abu sayyaf. So there it is we were sent home early because she felt we were not interested in her class, she had an excuse to assign a paper instead, one that would make my thesis topic shy - The Bridge Program. And to top it all she wanted the research paper in dialectic or socratic format.
I have new friends. I like Car the most because she was nice. And Tina too because she stood out and took charge. And Hannah who is a 26-year-old teacher at La Consolacion, single and very envious of those who have kids already. One day she will have hers, she has the makings of a good mother.
I spent P97 today. Fare to and from school cost me P65, and 32 on food and drinks. I have an allowance of an undergraduate student. I'm sure I'll be spending more next week when I have to claim the papers I photocopied and the cd that has the readings for my 226 class.
School is a welcome repose to my very depressing mood lately. I hope I keep the fire burning.
Goddess Morwen at 7:34 AM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
I have so much to say but can't say them anyway. I'd like to runaway from it all. Hideaway. Disappear from the face of the earth.
And talk to the angels about my woes, maybe they'd listen.
Goddess Morwen at 4:54 AM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Sabog na naman utak ko. Lito, ngarag, pagod. Sana masabi ko mga hinanakit ko kaso baka maging issue pa. Bad trip sa work. Ang init pa potah. Di pa tapos ung sinusulat ko eh deadline na bukas. Konti na lang bibigay nako. Un lang kailangan lang may labasan ng emoshon at napupuno na ng hinanakit puso ko.
Goddess Morwen at 4:01 AM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Work, School, Passion, Mother, Wife
Life is a circus. And I am the juggler. I cannot however juggle too many things or I will lose control. I can take for now but one becomes weary trying to take on so many. So I'm thinking that work and passion should be one and then make school join the passion area so I can concentrate on Passion, Mother, Wife. Doesn't that seem easier?
But getting there isn't.
So I'm thinking that I should do the transition for work and passion this 2006 so that by 2007 I can incorporate school and passion. I give myself until August to Xact then have a vacation in September. When I get back from vacation I'll go 100% to our business venture, get my feet wet and then take 12 units for 2nd semester when school starts.
When 2007 arrives, hopefully a better year for our photography business. Hope we can gnerate more income from the business so that I can finance Glen's tuition and my tuition fee too.
Then maybe after that the juggling act is less because I can concentrate on just three. I feel that I need to be more mother to my kids and more wife to Cleo. Something in me tells me that life is not forever and if I don't take care of them more I might miss the opportunity of doing so. Kids become adults and will go their own way. If I neglect my husband someone else might decide to take care of him and take my place.
Maybe when the business is a bit stable, we could also start working on our other dreams...like that house on the beach.
Goddess Morwen at 3:50 AM
