Friday, September 19, 2003
I took the courage to check the internet for some immigration and work visa policies of my dream countries. It was easy. The hard part was accepting the fact that I won't pass the point system if I apply alone. I really need an employer to endorse me. Not to mention that they're definitely overflowing with call center agents and is more interested in bakers, sewers, engineers, IT people, nurses, all other jobs except call center agents. What does a girl like me do? It's so overwhelming.

Any suggestions my cosmic friends and lovers?

I dream of Ireland, New Zealand, Canada, Japan, Switzerland, Scotland, Holland, Carribean, Italy.

Goddess Morwen at 6:38 AM

Friday, September 05, 2003
on memories, pain, and secrets

your demons will stop haunting you the moment you learn to let them go, there is, however, no instruction manual for letting go

when you do fall in love, you begin with passion but after a while, after countless bumps on the road, your love may deepen or die altogether because selfishness reigns over gratitude

having a sense of thankfulness for someone to share the best things in yourself, as well as your suffering and your happiness is finding a true friend

when you feel understood by someone, you stop being unhappy...happiness is, first of all, feeling understood

secrets that you hide deep within yourself can and will announce itself in public to free your tormented spirit

a married man will always be married unless he's divorced...makes perfect sense...

how can you be afraid of commitment if you have stuck it out with your best friend of 11 years, son of 3 years and family all the years of your life?

disregarding the truth and waiting in vain for the sake of love are the sorriest sins a woman can make

and rainbows will always be perfect in color


Goddess Morwen at 1:33 AM