Friday, December 28, 2007
i miss writing here...i seem to always not have the time to log in and say things as freely as i used to...most of the time i'd rather sleep than rant...so i keep everything inside hoping they're gone when i wake up...

something is wrong yet i can't put my finger on it...i feel so grounded that i've forgotten how to fly...

i feel so retarded...a smart retarded...i'm tired of always having to beg...always trying to get things through by going around bushes that inevitably just blocks my message entirely...i just don't feel i get through...

i'm a girl and i like to be wooed...why do i have to always spell it in a person's face? at times i'd like to be surprised too, and to be pampered with chocolates and roses...

Goddess Morwen at 7:57 AM