Monday, April 24, 2006
Summer Getaway
The baby was so happy to jump into the pool that I thought she would pull my hair out when I took her out of the pool to put some sunblock on her. Hahahaha, I put her back in with her tita. And I jumped in too of course!
I was tired, hapless, excited, and happy. I had taken great pictures of daddy and baby, they look so good together. We had great food and lots of coke to quench the thirst. It was such a hot, hot day. The water was even hotter - no kidding!
There were so many people that I thought I wasn't going to enjoy. It was nearing lunchtime and the heat was at its hottest and everybody else was in the shade. Ahah! What opportunity to jump in again! Had a good time with Daddy Ber hanging out at the pool, spending some lazy time.
I wish we were in Galera when its not crowded. Today would have been our 3rd year anniversary since we first ran away together. I miss it.
Goddess Morwen at 6:05 AM
Friday, April 14, 2006
LIFE IS TOO SHORT. It is too short to only ever live in the future. It is too short to not take in mere moments. It is too short to not appreciate things until they are gone. It is too short to not go with your gut on a person that just feels right. Right now, I am scared of losing my Cleober. I am scared that I will look back on life thinking I always worried about the future. I am scared that I will miss out on my kids. I am scared that I won't be the person I was born to be. But, most of all, I am scared of looking back on my life thinking it got away from me.
Goddess Morwen at 1:09 PM
Goddess Morwen at 5:33 AM
Monday, April 10, 2006
I miss the intimacy. I miss the tenderness and the closeness. Something I was hoping for, was longing for, this last weekend. It came so fleeting as a kiss. And then it was gone.
Suddenly I'm lost for words. I can't seem to remember how to express what I feel.
Goddess Morwen at 10:06 AM
