Thursday, October 12, 2006
  
  I am having the urge to write. Literarily.
Yet I have two papers due tomorrow at school.  Funny that even though I know I should prioritize my papers for school I feel I should let my passions drive me today.  And I will until I feed off the urge.  Then maybe I can go on working on my papers for school.
And this short story I dedicate to you.  
  
Goddess Morwen at 3:52 AM
	
	Tuesday, October 10, 2006
  
  I managed to finish my 2nd paper for my EDRE261 class.  Buzzer-beater! My teacher was on her way out when I got to the college.  I have two papers to submit for my two other subjects.  It's highly unlikely for it to be passed within the time frame.  I'm sure it will be another buzzer-beater.
Life is exciting and I'm not always the one to finish first, in all aspects of my life.  But it doesn't matter.  Although there are times when I wish I was ahead of everybody else.  Now is one of those times when I have no choice but to look back and assess my life.  Is this the kind of life I always wanted? Is this what I deserve? Or is this just a phase I have to be in because its a preparation for something else?
My mind wreaks of infinite possiblities and multitudes of things to do.  But I still feel left behind.  Later today I'll go jogging at UP so that I can take my mind off things and have some kind of solitude.  Maybe I can cry out loud somewhere near the lagoon and don't have to keep all my fears and tears inside.
One day I'll be ahead.  
  
Goddess Morwen at 11:06 PM
	
	Monday, October 09, 2006
  
  Final class requirements for this sem is driving me out of bounds! I barely sleep working on them and now I'm getting sick...
I wish time would move fast forward so I'm over this phase...hahahaha...
2nd semester is just around the corner, another set challenges...oh boy!  
  
Goddess Morwen at 1:21 PM
	
	Friday, October 06, 2006
  
  I passed my exams! Yippeeeeee... But I still have papers to submit.  Damn I needed a vacation, a rest day today so I can finish up everything.  But.
I guess I'll have to multi-task then.
This is such a crazy day.  I wish I slept so at least I could rise up to the challenge much, MUCH better.  
  
Goddess Morwen at 7:56 AM
	
	Wednesday, October 04, 2006
  
  I wanna be a teacher promise! But they all want teaching experience...hello?  How can I start teaching if they don't give me a chance? Grrrr...
I think I'll talk to my favorite teacher, friend, and mentor for advice.  Maybe she can direct me to a school who can accept me.  
  
Goddess Morwen at 5:29 PM